Thursday, September 9, 2010

Nursery Pics

Well, here it is...the finished product!  I love the way the nursery turned out - I couldn't be happier!!

Here's the changing table

Reading corner (man, I can't wait to rock my little Wolfie!)

You'll notice that we have both Case IH tractors and John Deere tractors in his bedroom.  :)

I love his crib...and I love the blanket that my mom made for the boy!

His middle and last initial...wonder what the first letter is gonna be??? :)

'Snips 'n snails and puppy dog tails...that's what little boys are made of' :)

I love being in his room.  It is so calming.  I'll sit in here in the rocking chair listening to a lullaby cd and also to my relaxation cd's. 


And here is my cloth diaper stash...
to the left we have 3 BumGenius small AIO's and four FuzziBunz one size pockets
in the middle are our newborn fitteds (there are more in the basket on top of the changing table) and next to those are our colorful diaper covers.  In front of the covers are two Lil Joey AIO's (for newborn)
and on the right side are our newborn prefolds.

Middle drawer of changer:
One Thirsties one size pocket, 8 Kawaii one size pocket dipes, one Sunbaby one size dipe (all the one size dipes should start fitting our little guy around 12 lbs.  They are made to grow with your baby.
In the front middle, you see four Best Bottom diaper covers, with the snap-in inserts to the side, and in the back on the right are some infant fitteds.

And, in stored in the closet are all of the extra pocket inserts for the diapers and infant prefolds with diaper covers.  I can't wait to start trying all of these out!!

Sunday, September 5, 2010

38 week pictures

Me and the Wolf Man at 38 weeks!  So ready!!



Friday, September 3, 2010

And the waiting game begins...

Well, here I am - 38 weeks today, and still pregnant.  I didn't think the day would actually come that I would really be ready to have this little guy (as in, tired of being pregnant, get him out!) but I'm there.  Don't get me wrong, I've loved every minute of being pregnant...but I'm SO ready to not be!  Yesterday at my Dr. appointment, Dr. Cox said that it's just a waiting game now.  When will he finally decide to come into this world??  Hopefully he's not like his daddy who was way too comfy in his own mom's tummy that he decided he'd stay 3 weeks past his due date!  AH! 

Once again, I'm at this place where I have all these different emotions running through my mind:
Sad that Doug & I will no longer be 'just the two of us'. 

And at the exact same time, I'm so excited that our relationship will be growing to a whole new level...we're starting a family!  Bringing a child into this world that is a part of both of us!  That's just pretty amazing!

I'm anxious and nervous about the unkown...what's to come???  I'm not the kind of person who thinks that having a baby is all fun, dress-up and games.  It's going to be hard work.  I'm going to be stressed out in the beginning.  I'm going to be tired and cranky.  I know I will be - but I also know that this will be one of the most amazing things I will ever do.

Eventually, all of the emotions come back to me just being really excited for this new chapter in our lives.  I feel like that's when you really know that you're ready to have a baby...when you can look at everything that is going to change, and just know that you want this more than anything, even with all the crazy changes that are about to take place.

I know that God has given us this gift, and His timing is perfect.  I just pray that we can raise our son to be all that God has planned for him. 

Wolfie:  It's time to come out and meet everyone!  We are all so excited to meet you!!

Tuesday, August 31, 2010

what a week

Praise God - I feel so much better!

This past week was one of the worst of my life...

On Friday, I wasn't feeling any relief for my kidney from the antibiotic that I got at my Dr. visit.  I decided to wait it out through the night, and see what Saturday would bring.  I went to bed (more like, layed on the couch crying) for quite a while.  I kept trying to change positions and get more comfortable, but nothing helped.  I was taking my temp. all through the day and it kept going anywhere from 96.6 (after a couple extra strength tylenol) to the highest at 101.6. 

At about 4:45 am Saturday morning, I decided it was time I go to the hospital.  I felt like I had given the antibiotic more than enough time to kick in, and it just wasn't doing its job.  Doug hopped out of bed and was ready to go in no time.  On our way to the hospital, I started counting contractions.  I had been having really bad Braxton Hicks contractions since Wed.  The midwife I saw said it was due to me being in pain, and not actually going into labor.  Well, on our 40-45 minute drive it took us, I had NINE contractions.  That's not normal!  As soon as we got into the ER at Freeman, I was told that I'd be going to labor and delivery.  Funny how no one wants to mess with the pregnant lady! :)  I was wheeled into a birthing room, and was given one bag of fluid in about 45 minutes time.  I was very dehydrated, and my urine sample was looking no better than it had been on Wednesday. 

The Dr. on call came in to check on me, and told me that it was a very bad infection of my kidney.  From there I started receiving two different antibiotics through my IV along with more fluid.  It basically took all day Saturday and all day Sunday to get me re-hydrated.  I couldn't get enough water!  I was going through it like crazy.  I also received oral pain medications that I have to say were my saving grace.  The pain I was having was so awful, I couldn't eat or even move from side to side.  Once all this started taking effect, I was able to have some breakfast at about 9:30 Saturday morning.  It was the first thing I had eaten since Wednesday afternoon.  Sadly, I knew I needed to eat for my little Wolfie, but I just couldn't.  I can't explain the feeling I had, but food was the last thing I wanted. 

I was moved from labor/delivery to postpartum on Saturday afternoon.  I was able to eat all three meals that day, I was feeling very happy that I had come to the hospital.  The nurses made me feel better by telling me I did the right thing...that you can always tell when someone comes to the hospital to get attention, and the ones who are really in pain, and that I was definitely one in pain! 

Doug left to come home and take care of our baby Bent at around 10 pm Saturday night.  After he left, I fell asleep for a couple hours.  At midnight, I woke up shivering like crazy, in horrible pain and couldn't really move.  I called for the nurse, and they took my temp.  It was over 100, but I'm not sure what the exact temp. was.  I was given more pain med. and an extra blanket, and about an hour later I was burning up and couldn't get myself cooled down.  That night was not very full of rest. 

The next morning (Sunday) I was feeling better again, and had gotten myself calmed down.  Doug came bright and early to spend the day with me.  Seeing him made me feel that much better.  Every time the nurse came in to take my vitals, they would listen to Sweet Wolfie's heartbeat to make sure all was going ok with him.  They said that when I came in, they could tell that he wasn't feeling well either, becasue of me not feeling good.  When I started to calm down and was not in pain, he too would calm down, and started feeling better.  That just broke my heart to know that I wasn't the only one going through this, that my baby boy was too!  :( 

I also noticed a new "pain" on Sunday morning.  It was on my left side, down toward the bottom of my stomach.  I knew what it was...I mean, not eating anything since Wednesday really slows things down, and then having 3 meals in one day after not having food for that long...well, that slows it down more.  Sometimes, it just sucks being pregnant when you know there is medicine you could/would take in higher doses if that little baby weren't inside! 

Sunday-Monday morning were pretty intense.  There was quite a bit of crying on my end.  Poor Doug wasn't sure how to help me...but he did great - all I wanted was him to just be there with me.  Monday afternoon brought relief! and the ok to head home.  My infection was pretty much gone, just have to finish up some at home antibiotics for the next week (gladly!). 

I think one of the hardest things was being in the postpartum area of the hospital, where all these ladies have their babies in room with them and seeing them get wheeled out, and me not getting that joy yet.  It was so nice to hear all the nurses tell me that they couln't wait to see me in a couple of weeks, and to meet our baby boy!  I too, can't wait for that!

Last Friday marked 37 weeks - Full Term!  Unfortunately, there aren't any pics of my 37 week belly.  I do have this lovely story to share, though!  Now we just play the waiting game.  I'm felling lots better, but would like for our little Wolfie to stay in maybe just a week longer so that I can be on top of my game!  BUT, not too much longer...becuase I am more than ready to meet this little man!!

Wednesday, August 25, 2010

ugh, miserable

I don't think I've ever felt this bad in my life!  I have a UTI :(  I noticed it on Sunday morning, and figured I'd drink lots of water, and see what Monday brought.  Well, on Monday, I felt lots better.  I decided not to call my Dr. since I would be seeing him on Thursday anyway.  Tuesday came, and I felt pretty good all day, up until about 6 p.m.  My right side started hurting - it was an awful, sharp, stabbing pain.  Wolfie was moving and kicking just like normal, so I knew he was ok.  I also knew it had to do with the UTI.  I was kicking myself for not calling my Dr. on Monday.  Lesson learned! 

I layed in bed listening to my hypnobirthing cd's to relax, which were helping, but I couldn't take in a deep breath, so it wasn't helping like I wanted it to.  A couple of tylenol extra strenghs later, and I was still in intense pain.  So, I called the hospital at 11 last night.  The on call Dr. said that if I wasn't running a fever (I wasn't), then I should just wait it out and call my Dr. this morning. 

I have honestly never felt so sick in my life.  I went to the couch to lay down and couldn't stop shivering.  And I'm not talking about little shivers, I'm talking about my whole body couldn't stop shaking b/c I was so cold!  Doug brought me 3 blankets and stayed with me until I calmed down.  I fell asleep at about 11:30, and woke up about 20 minutes later burning up.  Literally sweating like crazy, and was that way for the rest of the night - up until about 6 am this morning.  The shivering came back, full force, and I was starting to get worried.  I covered up, and just tried to lay as still as possible to not make my side hurt any worse. 

I finally got up at about 7:45 to take a shower and get ready to go to the Dr.  I called at about 8:30 and although my Dr. wasn't in today, they were so great to get me in at 10 am. 

After we got there, they took a urine sample, and there was blood in it.  I'm honestly surprised that my blood pressure was ok, because I was so nervous.  The midwife that saw me was wonderful.  Very caring, and could tell that I was in A LOT of PAIN!  She got me on some antibiotics and I've been taking them all afternoon.  Unfortunately, my side is still hurting (the infection is in my kidney, also).  I can't walk and can only lay on my back on the couch with my back propped up. 

I'm so mad at myself right now!  I mean, I've had this great pregnancy with virtually no symptoms and then about 3 weeks before my due date, I get this!  I wish I would have called on Monday and saved myself from all this pain.  Please keep me in your prayers that this heals fast.  The only bright side of the day (and I say this because I can't imagine going into labor with the pain that I'm already in!) was that I'm still not showing any signs of being dialated.

Monday, August 23, 2010

my funny husband

While Doug & I were talking the other day, I asked him who he thought the boy would look like, meaning whose facial features did he think Wolfie would have...hopefully a mix of both!  Anyway, Doug answered that he hoped he didn't look like me because that would make for one scrawny boy!  Ha, I didn't mean body type!  Yes Dear, we all hope that he'll be a big guy like you someday, because I agree, my body type would not make for a very masculine guy :)

Thanks honey for always being able to make me laugh! :)

Sunday, August 22, 2010

36 week pictures

Hopefully, I'll only be taking these belly pictures for just a couple more weeks!!

My belly always looks bigger from this side - that's the side that he likes to be on :)